HIMPOSSIBLE, 15.

2011-05-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

i got taken downnn.

put it at my side and carry on tomorrow..

2011-04-24T02:44:00.001+08:00

where do we place our trust on?

2011-04-23T00:46:00.003+08:00

hai..

life and death.

im putting my entire trust on you man.

i ever question myself, why do i trust so much?

your promises, your light, i will see it unfold one day.

the story i heard, its only a fraction of it. at times, i dont wana know the truth.

at other times, im die hard really wana know whats the truth.

but i know, its me that caused it. thats the bottom line.

trust in you, thats what i've all left with.

the broken pieces, i know you are mending. i can feel it. i can see it.

w/o you. there wont be me standing.

year 3, i never thought that i will make it there.

God. its your light in my life.

perharps, it will be better this way.. its just that i cant see it now..

amen.

2011-04-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

things have definitely change.

im starting to see the difference.

God, i pray for that door to be close. the door which opens to the road back to the past.

and i pray for strength and character.

in Christ name, Amen.

to belief in myself, is doom.

2011-04-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

with this, i hope that Christ will be more real to you.

i hope that u will see that hope that i kept on talking about.

amen, God be with you. my task is accomplished :)

2011-04-03T08:52:00.002+08:00

times are getting tough.

still, i must keeep it up all my goood work.

and even better..

amen.

2011-03-18T22:44:00.001+08:00

God, i need you more then ever.

dadddey :(

Jeremiah 33;3 Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know

2011-03-14T22:18:00.001+08:00

i miss calling u right in the morninig..

2011-03-12T13:39:00.001+08:00

woahh. life at yard is very tiring.. for me i guess..

2011-03-06T01:42:00.001+08:00

im disappointed with you..

2011-03-05T00:10:00.001+08:00

alright, my job have been completed.

time for me to go.

goodbye.

2011-03-02T23:14:00.003+08:00

there is 1 thing that we can always appeal to.

his sovereign authority.

his faithfulness, i will never forget.

i believe in his might and his authority whenever i call upon him.

because he is my God. amen.

HE HAS THE MIGHT TO MAKE A CHANGE.

his faithfulness in my life..

2011-02-22T09:11:00.001+08:00

hohoho,

2011-02-18T01:51:00.001+08:00

i have a past to fight,

and i will fight it well.

God, i know you are always here.

amen.

2011-02-04T20:37:00.001+08:00

i always like to tell myself,

there is always something out there if i hang on..

2011-01-31T01:16:00.001+08:00

i must always remember,

this is my life.

2011-01-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

how??

2011-01-15T01:48:00.002+08:00

i remember the days that were so darkk...

hahhhhhhh, thanks for not letting me go.

let it grow, for out of it, character will bloom...

ahhhhhhhh, God walk with me..

wonder wonder wonder.. zzz..

2011-01-04T21:33:00.001+08:00

i chose this road.

& i will remain in this road i chose...

2010-12-27T09:06:00.001+08:00

i'll walk on..

2010-12-23T10:05:00.001+08:00

will i get to see christmas lightss?

2010-12-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

i feel like smashing it up.

this pain, i will never forget.

i hate you now. im never going to join you again.

pleasure in disguise...

at least i got my wake up call now.

thought its painful for me to accept,

i know his faithful hands is still working in my life.

and i choose to believe that nothing bad will happen to me, cause all things

work out for the good for those who love daddey Jesus
( romans 8:28 )

2010-11-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

fight and fight !!

the strength i have daily is all by grace:)

2010-11-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

fight!

2010-11-15T19:55:00.001+08:00

Lord, help me. i cry out to you.

2010-11-11T22:49:00.004+08:00

why do i need to go through so much emotions and feelings??

it keeps coming!! 1 after another!!

hai. i feel like indulging myself in foood and forget about everything !!!!!!!!!!

I need grace to go through this period, i need grace to walk into the abundant life that Jesus promised meeee!

give up give up!!!!!

nothing had happened.

and nothing will happened.

so i told myself to give up !!!!!!!!!

I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT MY EYES ON JESUS !!!!

why do i have to go through so much pain when i see others having a happy childhood ? :(

2010-11-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

im afraid.

2010-11-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

whenn?

2010-10-31T22:23:00.001+08:00

i dont have anything out there anymore,

who will protect me now?

i hope its you God :(

2010-10-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

i dont want guilt to speak to me.

guilt will not force me into any of my action.

amen.

2010-10-26T23:24:00.001+08:00

lord, teach me how to live this new found life.

give me the grace to walk through this time of valley.

let the joy that is ahead of me fill my empty heart.

amen.

2010-10-24T00:12:00.003+08:00

as far as man can goes.

a word of man can only do what man can do.

but a word of God will show what God can do in our life.

2010-10-11T21:46:00.001+08:00

i don't want to live in the bondage of anger..

2010-10-08T22:09:00.001+08:00

how should i look forward noww ?

2010-10-04T20:10:00.001+08:00

PRAISE GOD HALLELUJAH !!

GOD MADE WONDERS IN MY RESULT! AMEN !!!!

the shorter the words, the greater is the wonder !!

cause God made it SO great that my mind is all now " THANK YOU GOD ! " :)

post more tomorrow. :)

2010-10-03T20:57:00.002+08:00

FAITHFULNESS

when im despair, LORD, its always you who are beside me.

when i need the hope to carry on, LORD, you are the one who gave me.

when i need the strength to walk through the valleys, LORD, you never failed to provide.

when i need grace through my trails, LORD, its always there.

You are always there when i call on you :)

you never failed, the day u fail u cease to be God & that day wont happened :)

thats why today i pray that you will help me to always pray to you alone :)

AMEN !!

2010-09-26T22:27:00.004+08:00

pain pain pain !!

a pain that wrecks ur nerve and makes u feel like " ARGHHH !! "

the pain wacks ur mental and its realllly " HMMMMMM! "

im feeeeling a lot bettter noww.

especially my stomach. thank you Jesus :)

its hell for the past week.

i dont know what will happen if its without youuu!!

FULL RECOVERY !!!

FULL RECOVERY !

FULL RECOVERY !!

AMEN !!
the cross speaks of the love that God manifest for us.

let the cross be the source of my strength.

at the end of every day, let me know its Jesus that have brought me through.

at the end of everything, let me remember that it is Christ that has build me.

2010-09-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

recuperation timeeee !!

heal my bodyyyyy !

2010-09-22T22:14:00.003+08:00

there is some relationships and memories that i want to let go.

i want to embrace the promises of God.

letting them fade away is removing a huge barrier in my thoughts.

my pastor told me

" When satan reminds you of ur past, you remind satan of his future "

Mercy says no.

at the end of the day, i will know its the power of the cross that reign.

2010-09-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

i still remember the days when it was so harddd,

everyday was a struggle for me.

and everyday, this song was always in my heart,

it was always being sung in my heart.

" God will make a way, when is seems to be no way "

till now, this song holds tremendous memories. whenever i think of this song, i will always think of the days where god faithful hands its on me :)

2010-09-18T20:25:00.003+08:00

there is more than this.

IGIT.

2010-09-18T20:25:00.001+08:00

there is more than this.

IGIT.

2010-09-17T00:21:00.001+08:00

im remembering the arms that lift me when i fall.

im remembering the days when im in pieces.

for the life im having now,

i owe all to Jesus.

time for a good rest in his arms tonight.

2010-09-15T23:07:00.001+08:00

at the end of day,

i will know that its not me, but Christ who have done it.

2010-09-14T21:24:00.001+08:00

there are some journey in life that is reallly very tough to walk,

thats why i call on Him to bring me through.

rest on his arms, let his love bring me through.

2010-09-12T15:08:00.007+08:00

the effects of many decisions we make in life,

is felt only after years later.

God holds supremacy over my life,

i pray.

amen.

im starting to see the reason over many things that God allow to happen,

having said so,

there are still some things that left me clueless.

though im clueless,

God is not.

i will see the reason of all things in years to come.

Lord, be with me through this period of time,

your love will bring me through,

your love will bring me over to the life you called me to.

let your words build in my heart, always.

i pray in the name of Christ Jesus, AMEN !

AMEN AMEN AMEN !!

the same heat that melt the wax,

its the same heat that mould a clay.

when there is no brokenness, there is no exaltation. there is no glorification.

like what Jesus did, if there is no brokeness, Jesus will never be exalted.

which government legislate love as a command?

only JESUS ! because he first love us, so he is able to legislate.

Lord, let your glory be revealed in my life. amen.

AMEN

2010-08-21T18:51:00.001+08:00

recuperation time.

2010-08-20T17:23:00.003+08:00

in my heart today,

i thank the physician for studying so hard.

elite of the elite found in a bird dont lay egg town.

" your whole body is full of injuries" - physician.

thank you God.

2010-08-13T23:54:00.002+08:00

i still remember 1 conversation with my friend, and she told me
"Christians are weak".

she is true.

but when we are weak,

our God is very strong.

2010-08-11T12:10:00.000+08:00

trafficking is so easy.

2010-08-10T22:11:00.001+08:00

teach me how to handle this.

2010-08-03T01:18:00.001+08:00

drugs

2010-07-31T00:33:00.001+08:00

keep me as one piece.

2010-07-28T01:58:00.002+08:00

picking up the pieces together, i have to move on, i have to face it.

with 2 exams coming up next week, i got to put off all emotions a side.

i will do it.

2010-07-28T01:51:00.002+08:00

why is there so much different variation of ups and downs in a short span of time?

but i know something,

God is never confuse,

we are confused..

2010-07-26T00:47:00.002+08:00

i have to constantly encourage myself from all the fears that i might have in my heart.

and with every bit of my heart,

i thank you Jesus for coming into my life.

I know that there is someone supreme that hold all situation under his palm.

Today God told me

" There is possibility in every impossible, because there is God"

i know that it is him, because the scriptures say so!

i pray in a way that everything depends on Him.

2010-07-21T00:57:00.001+08:00

lazyness have saved me from a lot of bad bad things.

2010-07-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

i still remember the time when i was so stressed up,

i kept listening to this song.

yea, wake up wake up!

ok, im finding a job tmr.

God bless.

2010-07-18T02:51:00.001+08:00

i will i will i will.

2010-07-17T18:55:00.000+08:00

i promise i will get back up.

i want to play for now.

2010-07-14T02:31:00.003+08:00

that's how funny life is when u look back at it.

you will give a good laugh on every experience that you had before.

be it to be a good experience or a bad experience.

all the mistakes u had in life,

you will realised its so dumb and childish.

At the end of the day, you will find it all to be

worthless,

meaningless,

useless.

because all those dosen't matter to the present anymore.

u work hard for o levels,

get into ur dream poly,

ur dream course,

achieved good grades,

all those wont add a piece of joy to a moment of second now.

give a good laugh,

i've realised, enjoying everyday to the fullest, to the maximum is the best.

being carefree towards every moment,

is what i want to do now.

I just want to be a normal human,

not somebody.

A carefree and peaceful life.

That is because at the end of the day,

what u worked for, it dosent matter anymore.

the rich afraid to lose his wealth,

the poor want to gain more.

whats the point?

still, a simple life is a full of life :)

2010-07-12T02:33:00.001+08:00

Are you sure?

me?

2010-07-09T00:15:00.001+08:00

okay. now im suspecting that i dont have a muscle injury,

but some virus or bacteria or infection.

2010-07-03T14:23:00.001+08:00

its better this way.

2010-06-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

seriously,

fuck all this shit.

2010-06-26T02:07:00.002+08:00

where ever life takes you to any corner of darkness,

any period of destitute,

any moment of of brokern memories,

where ever life takes you to,

you will always find Him there.

2010-06-20T01:42:00.000+08:00

unafraid of the consequences.

afraid of the MEMORIES left behind.

2010-06-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

Christ is Lord of my life.

2010-05-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

only in times of suffering,

we can then see his majesty.

when we are enjoying, its full of us, it becomes God is created for us not vice versa.

and i thank you my loving father for the pain that im having now.

still, im gonna acknoledge that you are my God.

YOU ARE LORD OF ME, LORD OF MY LIFE.

amen.

2010-05-28T23:00:00.001+08:00

He is Lord

2010-05-28T14:09:00.002+08:00

my back pain tremendously. till now it hurts like mad..

God can heal the leprosy immediately. if God can heal, why should i be worried?

what important most now is that i keep my faith towards God and his promises :)

2010-05-25T21:56:00.001+08:00

father, i am still a baby who started to walked in ur light,

protect me from the darkness,

i dont want anything, i just want you with me! :)

2010-05-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

i am just a new born baby who just started walking in your light,

father Lord protect me from the darkness:( i dont wana go back!

father, let ur love for me fill me up everyday

in Jesus name, amen.

2010-05-23T23:49:00.003+08:00

my God cares for me.

i was studying till im really stressed up.

fear was in me. failures over failures.

when i was attempting the question, i was so scared, because i know i gonna get a wrong answer again. so stressed up.

i went to listen to hymmes, a voice told me "go and bath"

when i walked in, i saw a bath-tub of water.

i closed the door, wanted to throw away all the water, and later the voice told me

"soak urself in it, this water is for you"

my God cares for me :)

2010-05-22T10:23:00.002+08:00

help me comprehend the majestic pleasure of the words in the bible.

help me comprehand the love that was poured out freely on the cross.

help me comprehend the supreme excellency in delighting in the light,

in Jesus name, Amen.

2010-05-19T16:59:00.002+08:00

Jesus was not created to die for us. He is not a creation.

Jesus was the begotten son of God who died for you !

2010-05-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

untill we tell ourselves we are nothing..

2010-05-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

if i am stupid, i dont act smart.

i call on the firepower from above.

i call on God to give me wisdom.

I CALL ON GOD TO HELP ME :)

2010-05-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

his grace will lift me up.

2010-05-06T21:53:00.001+08:00

without God to be my strength,

i wont be what i am now.

2010-05-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

second chance of what ?

second chance of going back to the world?

or second chance in Lord Jesus Christ?

2010-05-05T20:03:00.001+08:00

who are u to serve the president?

who are you to serve an almighty God?

2010-05-04T22:51:00.001+08:00

my life should revolve around JESUS,

NOT THE WORLD.

2010-05-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

today i felt an exceeding joy in my heart.

darkness has to flee at the sound of the holy name.

2010-05-04T00:39:00.001+08:00

smashing old bricks.

i have fell.

God will pick me up.

amen.

2010-05-03T23:45:00.002+08:00

i will not give up.

i will fall,

but God is in my life.

He will be my strength.

2010-05-03T17:50:00.003+08:00

when we are in hardships, sufferings, dont say there is no God because your situation is not good.

acknowledge Him.

know His might.

He will come, trust Jesus, trust God.

2010-05-03T00:10:00.003+08:00

everyone has their own problems.

problems which we don't really like to confide in other people.

everyone needs a encouraging brother.

gentle yet soul is strong, living a life of authenticity.

everyone needs someone to listen to them with confidentiality.

everyone needs someone to love them unconditionally.

everyone needs a encouraging word, gives a real hope when we are despondent.

WHO IS THAT SOMEONE ?

mine?

my someone is CHRIST JESUS :)

2010-05-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

lord,

You are my strength,

i pray that i will not go back to where i am once from,

You are my strength.

YOU ARE MY STRENGTH,GOD.

i pray all in the name of Christ Jesus, AMEN

2010-05-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

only though storms, adversities and tough call of lives,

we can know how strong are are build on.

2010-04-30T23:12:00.001+08:00

having a quiet time every single day is so important.

yesterday God told me,

"have you talk to Jesus about your problem?"

my answer, no :(.

2010-04-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

i cant have my full gear on :(

2010-04-29T00:49:00.001+08:00

i find that strength to live in Christ Jesus

2010-04-28T15:27:00.002+08:00

i want my physical injury to be heal.

hurts every morning.

hurts every afternoon.

hurts every night.

hurts every now and then..

i cant even sleep with my back.

i guess that's the price i had to pay....

i will get back up.

2010-04-27T00:09:00.001+08:00

I say thank you to Jesus for this life im having now :)

2010-04-26T22:54:00.004+08:00

i heard this encouraging note over the testimony of Nick Vujicic , the guy who dont have limbs. i felt very very encouraged by what he had said. At that time, i was facing tough call in my life and making the most important decision. After listening, i felt a strong sense of trust and faith in God. I just wana share with everybody of what he said.

this talks about faith and trust.

Whenever we go to the train station, we see the train is not there, we take a look of how long does it takes for the next arriving train. After which, we sit down and wait even if it takes 6 minutes and we are in a rush for an exam.

We do not see that, "ohhhh, there is no train and we leave".

We simply know that the train is coming and we wait at there.

This speaks of Jeremiah 29:11.

For I know the plans i have for you, " declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"

Even when we are waiting for the train to arrive, we have faith that it will come. We dont simply walk out of it when we dont see the train arriving.

God gave us a past, God gave each and every one a cross to carry. How much trust and faith do we have that these are the plans that will prosper us, to give us a hope and a future and not to harm us?

This message speaks to me that a strong house in the knowledge of the living word is so important. That is it in times of adversity, we do not fear, but we have the living word in us.

Our circumstances do not have to change, its our hearts that need to be filled by the holy spirit.

After hearing this, i was felt very very encouraged and this message stays in my heart.

Tomorrow going to do a closure with BSS students. going to use the last sentence to encourage all of them. God, i hope that they will see the glory of you through our lifes.

Lord Jesus Christ, this is my prayer today.

Strengthen me with your words.

Be with me through the journey,

embrace me throughout the journey,

as i face every surgery, i give you all glory and honor,

for it is in your words that u do not harm us.

Lord, i ask all in the name of Jesus Christ, Son of God, AMEN !

2010-04-25T23:54:00.003+08:00

Lord, strengthen us,

let us bravely walk the road in front of us.

Lord, i need you in my life.

and i thank you for what im carrying now,

trust and faith in your plans,

for you said "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" - Jeremiah 29:11

Lord, with a hope in the living saviour. i trust,faith and pray in the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen

song of the day.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=osIAzyU5umI&feature=related

2010-04-25T21:32:00.003+08:00

my recovery starts today.

2010-04-25T01:07:00.002+08:00

pgl asked me to share my testimony @ teen challenge today.

i denied.

i want to take out that book.

i am determined to discipline myself and read that book everyday.

i will ask brother david to help me.

i want to close this chapter of my life WELL. and open up another, a life in Jesus Christ.

i will overcome. God planned to prosper me, and i will overcome it by the power of the holy spirit.

2010-04-24T23:48:00.005+08:00

going through tough times, what worst is that tomorrow i am not going to church. going to sweep the cemetery instead.. but i told myself, nothing going to stop me from listening to the gospel. Went to youtube and decided to hear Nick Vujicic preaching.

His preaching speaks to my heart. God says

Jeremiah 29:11

"For i know the plans i have for you," declares the LORD,"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

He carried on saying that if he has plans to prosper you, give you hope and a future and not to harm you, during adversities, are you still going to trust him?

Are you still going to trust that these are the plans that will give you a hope and a future ?

my dear brother and sisters,

everyone of us have a cross to carry.

let us be strengthen by the word of God.

i pray in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth that holy spirit will be released into the hearts of my brothers and sisters and me, for us to have the peace, joy and love during adversities. For the holy spirits comfort them and guide them during the tough call of our lives.

Knowing that God remains sovereign,

God remains Almighty,

our hope is on a living Saviour.

Let us trust him, HIS PLAN.

let us have faith in Him.

God, i pray for myself, brothers and sisters that we will be strengthen by God's breathe word. I pray that God will walk with them a walk that no human can. Lord i pray for faith, trust and love to be strengthen and add on more than we ever imagine !

Author of Salvation, we call upon your hand to lift everyone of us up, we call upon you, your strength to walk this valley. LORD JESUS CHRIST WE SEEK YOU. Lord Jesus Christ, of all i asked, we glorify our awesome God for the victory and we pray.

we pray in the name, LORD Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

AMEN.